I was recording a song tonight and my little dogs were playing in my room. So, I recorded them too. You can hear their collars shaking and one of them lets out a little bark. It’s cute.
People are weird. Scary. It’s very weird to me what we are capable of. Maybe not weird. It’s scary to me. I don’t think we understand each other and I don’t think we understand life. I know we don’t. I think the lack of understanding creates a disregard for people’s life. This doesn’t pertain to all people, obviously. But, to think that it even pertains to 1 if not 100 people is very scary. I think it’s remarkable that not being able to understand will create disregard. I don’t know how that’s possible. But it is. And I think it is proven so on a daily basis.
It might be nice to take your family, your close friends, and just move to a remote island. A secluded little place. And just not worry about the world. Not worry about those that choose to ignore the beauty of the world. Why create clouds when it’s sunny?
I love Calvin and Hobbes. I’m not a big reader, although I wish I was. While Calvin and Hobbes is not a book, I could read them all the time. If you would pay me to read them I would quit this job I have and work for you. It’s funny, smart, and moving. I find it to be unlike any other comic I’ve read in my life. I almost don’t even consider it a comic. I don’t know what else I would call it, but I would call it something else.
It’s hard when you can’t feel as sad about something as you think you should. When someone you kind of know, or know through someone else, passes away you feel that sadness. But, it’s not a long-term sadness. It kind of hits you and then goes away. You can even feel sad for those who are truly affected by it but you can’t seem to be truly sad about it. It makes me feel like I’m not doing my job as a human. I think, “Am I a robot?” But, then I bleed and know that I am not. Sometimes it feels like I’m saying, “I understand what you’re going through is difficult and I’m sorry for your loss. Let me know if I can do anything to help. But, also know that as soon as I leave here I’m going to go back to my normal life and forget about this and not be sad for the rest of the day.” I mean, obviously that’s not exactly how it happens and I’m exaggerating, but it sucks.
I heard a joke today that was pretty clever.
Green Tea with Citrus is really good. How good you may ask? This good.
I want it to be warm. Again.
